Ouch! I slipped
Went on automatic
Focused on others
More than myself
I need a next dose of clarity
Look at what’s in it for me
Avoid pain, or a challenge?
What would I rather run from
Than fully feel or experience?
Then I massively reroute
To 100% self directed
Get a feel of what is real
Inner tensions, dishonesty
Avoidance, misinterpretations
Make space for what’s
Lost at sea, in repeat
On hold to a number that’s been disconnected
Whatever I’m bringing
Is my own voice,
Whether proud, shy or still unclear
I come back fully to my density
And connect the bits
I avoided, surely