I’ve been moving through shame
For months now
Continually thinking
Something’s wrong with me
For going through this
Taking so long
Feeling this way
Not having figured it out
I took one moment appart
It’s just a doubt
Not your whole being that’s bleeding
When it takes a hold on me
Takes me in fully
Like my world is bogged up
I pinpoint
I can’t be just a vacuum
I would be a black hole
Not a human